The Keepers Athenaeum

if i could close my eyes
and sleep through all time
i could forget this life
and leave it all behind

i’ve tried.

this life of mine
sheered my eyelids from my eyes
to watch in horror and pain
the agony and hate that remains

cursed until death.

hideous faces torment
loved familiarities suit to depress
a dream of good memories past
only a demented joke, a lifetime to last

i can feel you.

soon ill join you
weve got alot of catching up to do
lets sit and talk a while, ive missed you
yes, ive grown, i see your tits have too

so close.

let me close my eyes
let me end all this pain
let me sleep forever
let me wake up from this nightmare

and let another suffer the same?
condemn those who i love
to torture and pain?

one day
well all be happy
and free from torment
but not tonight
not tonight

This entry was posted on Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 at 4:05 pm and is filed under Jarody's Poems.